Down

6 Nov

I’m not all better. I have moments, hours even, where I can function, even if I feel like shit during.

But the crash comes.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why my head hurts, why my insides hurt, why my neck hurts, why my throat hurts, why I’m so tired, why I just need to lie down all the time.

It’s started to fuck with my mind and I’m getting to the point where I’m terrified that I’m not going to figure out how to get better. That this is permanent.

Just go away, please, whatever-you-are.

3 Responses to “Down”

  1. Freaky Weasel 06. Nov, 2009 at 8:45 am #

    Do you have new carpet ot drywall in the new digs? You might ask your doc to rule out formaldehyde sensitization. It’s not likely, but it happens.

  2. mary marjorie 09. Nov, 2009 at 12:03 pm #

    I agree about the new carpet! Also, your doc only gave you stronger Ibuprofen, right? There’s TONS of migraine meds. Ask for something else. I personally like Midrin, but there’s many. Second opinion? or at least call them and ask for another med to be called in!

  3. ashley 09. Nov, 2009 at 9:37 pm #

    Perhaps it is time to see a specialist?

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