I’m not all better. I have moments, hours even, where I can function, even if I feel like shit during. <\/p>\n
But the crash comes. <\/p>\n
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Why my head hurts, why my insides hurt, why my neck hurts, why my throat hurts, why I’m so tired, why I just need to lie down all the time.<\/p>\n
It’s started to fuck with my mind and I’m getting to the point where I’m terrified that I’m not going to figure out how to get better. That this is permanent. <\/p>\n
Just go away, please, whatever-you-are.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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