And not in the good way
Current status:
more music, less TV making more art less couch sitting, more walking vegetable supplement pill thingies nettle tea breathing less feeding on the negativity of others, more music keeping my eye on the prize at all times
Deep breath. Trying some new things. Plowing through, as you do.
Got a real “fuck the world” current running through the noggin tonight. This horrible mood is a hog and damn near everyone and everything around me has been slopping it lately: Little chunks and pieces of shit that conspire to send me over the edge. No one’s any different than they were the day before; I just managed to let the ol’ hog stall, so to speak, stink up the place. It’ll run its course…
Not a great day today. My brain’s a rubber band and it’s about to snap. [Project 365]
Many many many of the people around me are living low these days, sleeping and drinking and stress eating and generally feeling withdrawn and weird about life as a whole. It’s weird; I enjoyed a string of fairly happy days late last week (due, mostly, to the brisk fall weather) but I’ll be honest, I’ve spent most of my time lately in bed, sleeping more than a person could ever need to, and feeling guilty…
I’m not sure what triggered it (hormones, probably — gah, I am just a big janky blog blob of chemicals), but last night I caught a case of the grumps and I slept on it and it didn’t go away, so all morning/afternoon I’ve been simmering and wondering how I can make it go away or, failing that, figure out the best way to wait it out. Watching the Kings of Leon perform an exorcism,…
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